AMP: Artists' Meeting Place and Resource Collective

I put off calling her back until pretty late in the day and found myself agreeing to an interview. During the 90 minute drive to dance class from where my current job had sent me, I had so much time to weigh the pros and cons that I was sleepy by the time I got there.

I've done without health insurance all this time although I have been holding out for the promises that the company has been giving since January. We did get the optical and didn't even know that we could have used it for an entire month. I can probably pull off getting new glasses and getting them paid for if I do it next week.

The commute will be long, but I'll already be in town for class and won't be driving all over the country visiting patients. The location is pretty convenient despite the long drive, right off the exit. The pay is about the same, and even though it's a step below a full-time writer, it will be an opportunity to prove myself and work into something. The job I have right now certainly isn't paying me what I'm worth in my degree field.

I woke up at 4:30 a.m. and read Motherpeace for a long time. Every single card points to a Yes - in fact, an "aggressive yes," according to both books. Several of these cards have come up over the past few weeks. I'm feeling more open to it and I'm just going to let go and see what happens. If she wants me, I'll probably take it.