Finally finished college - its been a tough ride, a busy year - but finally finished and sitting, killing time before a first interview. there are kids sitting down doing a written exam, four feet away from me, exactly where I was this time last year - full of hope and confidence - blind confidence. It'll be a different sort of feeling from now on - a sort of knowledge from experience, a growth from hard toil. I've been here before, and i'll be here again. It's hard to go from the top to the bottom - from the finish to the start - in a matter of days. it'll take time to adjust. But for now, wi